我好像有說過 我買的第一張黑膠是 Chicago 的精選
我記得那是十月底 十一月的事 受了 Erik 的影響 我為自己買了一台 record player
那時候只想趕快有張黑膠唱片可以試試我的機器
跟 Jackie 還有 Erik 跑去唱片行 匆匆的買了幾張我覺得還不錯 還有 Erik推薦的
去完唱片行 我帶著機器還有唱片直接去了學校 把 Chicago 放上去
我永遠記得 我用那台機器放出的第一首歌是 "If You Leave Me Now"
我也永遠記得 當第一個音符從機器放出時 我的喜悅跟感動
我想那是沒有人能懂的 畢竟 有很多東西可以放音樂 這首歌也不是什麼了不起的歌 到處都聽的到
但是那時候我好開心
我也記得 我第一次放黑膠給妳聽的時候 特別也是放這首歌 並沒有什麼特別的代表意義
只是那是我對黑膠最原始 最初的感動
即便是說那感動是沒辦法傳達的 應該只是我自我滿足的一個做法吧
今天睡前突然很想聽那首歌 所以我放了
聽著的時候我還是忍不住想要微笑
我想我這輩子第一次 被人傷過之後 還能在想起那些過往時忍不住微笑
我在想 這對我來說是多可貴的事 從來沒有過的經驗
人生走到了這個階段 突然發現很多自己新的一面 很不舒服 很不習慣
但是我在微笑
所以還是謝謝妳
當初會買這張專輯 是因為 Sex and the City 裡有一集 Carrie 陪 Standford 去參加一個 gay party
裡面 Carrie 看著 Standford 跟 Marcus 跳舞 放的就是 If You Leave Me Now
有些東西看似簡單 對我來說卻是很 legendary 的 像是最後 Carrie 看著 Standford 他們跳舞時的笑容
人生從 Sex and the City 找答案應該算是件很蠢的事 但是那時 Carrie 說
"So maybe it won't look like you thought it would in high school, but it's important to remember that love is possible. Anything is possible. This is New York."
我希望我以後還是會遇到更多 就算傷了我 我想起還是會微笑的人
泥人
- m/ kuei
- Looks cool but ultra emotional, together but really apart, small but could be deadly, ok intelligent but really is a complete moron, usually selfish but sometimes will look out for others. Very private, although it doesn't seem like it. Lost but hopeful. Very scared of losing my mind, but have the feeling it might be too late.
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Jacki was looking for the Justin Timberlake and Black Eyed Peas CDs. Shameful, to do that in a Portland, Oregon music store.
Every time you suffer from a broken heart, you have songs to keep you reminded of all the good times you shared. Or you have Harry Potter DVDs and stupid stickers to remind you how good it was. This is Taipei, it’s not New York. But the city is as heart broken as any other place. The good thing is that we get to walk around the city and eventually, the pain will go away and new light will come in and brighten up our lives again. No matter how depressive we are, if we can’t even believe a tiny part of that, then certainly, our lives are wastes. We have so much, we need to be grateful for it while we live it to make up for the fact that others have much less.
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