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Haven't update my blog for a while, figure i should at least keep up with the consistency

最近沒在幹嘛 可是卻好忙 it's like one of those phases in life, u're just busy doing nothing

First I bought a car, it's an used Volkwagen 3-door Polo, so i'll be a little bit obsess about cars, for...well, i give myself a month, before i give up on being anal about it, and move on to the next thing i'll be obsess with.

And my mom reminded me that my birthday is coming up, soon, i don't really know how soon though, cuz i'm not sure what date today is, but anyway, soon. Don't really have plans yet, and don't really care too much about it. I feel like i should get myself something, but i kinda used that as an excuse to get jackie to go to the Camera Obscura show with me last night already, so maybe that was it, and i'm pretty ok with it.
What i want for my birthday, like always, is something money can't buy. So people, don't bother giving me anything, i have all i need.

Life has been peaceful, at least i got tons of shows to look forward to, and i can feel the jealousy from some friends shooting across the world through the internet, so in that sense, i'm pretty happy.

The only complain i have will be that for some reason, my scary past has found a way to catch up with me, no matter how far away, or how tiny of a corner i've hid myself into. It is really horrifying, i feel like this monster is laughing hysterically [MUHAHAHAHAHAHA~] while chasing after me.
But i guess if these things happen often enough, i'll get used to it. It's kinda like a depression or insomnia, once u've dealt with it for more than 5 times, u just get used to it, like 認了...
yeah, it sucks, but what u gonna do? right?

Went to Camera Obscura show last night, i was so excited before the show starts it was actually kinda ridiculous, but the show was good, like i expected. They were a bit nicer than i thought they'd be, cuz 惠山 told me that 他們臉蠻臭的. They were pretty nice to Taipei, at least that's what i think. If anything, i'd go on and say that they had shitty face on in Philly becuz, well, maybe becuz Philly is kind of a fucked up place?!
Well, that's my personal bias on Philly, but i hold that bias dear to my heart.

And one good news is that i'm smoking less and less these days, i'm not sure what happened, but i just didn't feel like smoking now, i got bored with it. I even thought to myself, 難不成是要戒了嗎？ Let's see what happens, it'd be nice if it became true.

I was so busy with the car buying that i totally miss the news about 陳綺貞's concert, when i finally realized she was having one, it was already two days after she starts selling the tickets, and from what i've heard, they sold 80% of the seats within a day or so. That. Is. So. Unfair.
Just imagine the grief i had when i knew that i wasn't going this time. I was gonna sell my mom to get the tickets.
But then just as i thought i'm done with the shows for a while, i found out that 楊乃文 is having a show in Nov. Like, Hell Yeah!? Now i'm all excited and aroused again, yes, aroused!
I might just have a musical orgasm that night, let's hope she doesn't let me down!--every pun intended! I'm so excited right now I feel like a 14 year old blonde who just saw Zach Efron.
And it's totally a better deal cuz i've seen 陳綺貞 already, and 楊乃文's tickets are more affordable anyway. Now i'm just one concert away [Karen Mok] to die happliy.

So there you have it, life has been uneventful but i'm at peace so far, i'm like drifting in sea of nothingness, and everything seems to be very 空 right now.
I'm not sure if it was a good thing or it's gonna eat up my soul little by little eventually, but right now i don't have the brain power to figure that one out.